it's a longing for a human being to know that someone cares for them in this world


words define us, love connects us.


feelings lie


why can't i just be myself?take me out of here.somewhere where i can be me and free




i hate huge changes . it breaks me apart roughly . breaking down just makes things worst

every sentence i wrote in my personal essay speaks of the inner me

missing friends, my past life, mr right just gets further and more unreachable each day.who to trust is a huge complication. to have someone who thinks about you and has a place for you in their hearts is such a great form of acception. changes are inevitable. staying strong is a must. meeting new people in this world is a blessing. meeting/knowing people who loves you is magic. reassurance is needed to make one's heart be free always.


i hate going through everyday missing people.but silence gives me a chance to talk to God. i know my family is by myside.

appreciation, respect and kindness = i learned a bit of the true meaning of these words.especially *appreciation* i wanna thank him for that. i am so blessed to get to know another new person in this world although he lives half way across the world. i think he doesnt have any idea how he influenced me. a friend? a fan? no a blessing .

* i hope i can be the one people can turn to *
[esp to the people i know]

i know i know haha.ive never *loved a guy* [n vice-versa] duh bt i do know how to love others :)

again ~ fadhlina fariza beverly suhaialah samantha keshia kim melody povan sonia nicholas chong zheng pranav and sean michael.

it's not everyday i thank you guys but oh well i do appreciate all :) and i saved time to think each day.

great bunch of people!




~still broken but getting back [connecting...]

,ChRiStY M.